Archive for January, 2002

Window

Thursday, January 31st, 2002

I just decided to open my window. My office has a window. I have sat here for days now, weeks, months, looking at the windows on my computer screen. Opening them, closing them. But I never thought to open the window beside me, in my office. My real office, that is. Not the office in [...]

The Desolate Field

Wednesday, January 23rd, 2002

Poem by William Carlos Williams, from The Dial 69 (p. 164).The Desolate Field
  
 Vast and grey, the sky
 is a simulacrum
 to all but him whose days
 are vast and grey and—
 In the tall, dried grasses
 a goat stirs
 with nozzle searching the ground.
 My head is in the air
 but who am I . . . ?
 —and my heart stops amazed
 at the [...]

Hello

Wednesday, January 23rd, 2002

Hello world. Yesterday I started reading Being and Nothingness, because I was depressed. So far, the words themselves seem to jump off the page urgently, urging me to consider them as beings-in-themselves. (Rascally words.)